it is often said that you cannot choose who you fall in love with. we can only hope that ther person who we fall for happens to be gorgeous, well educated, has a bit of spare cash to flash and not too many 'issues' (the mother issue being the most dreaded!). Of course more important that all these things is that he be single.
in the past i have added many more specification onto this list. it has gotten to the point where i have become far too picky. however, in the past month or so all common sense seems to have gone out the window.
mr wrong.
i met him at work. this breaks rule number one. don't EVER screw the crew.
he has a girlfriend. as she also works with me and is totally, irritatingly lovley, she has becaome a good friend.
he has a kid. the issues this brings are far too many too list, not the lest of which is the mother (different women to the current gf.)
he is a serial flirter. yes if all these other problems disappeared and we got together i couldn't possible ever trust him.
he isn't even that hot!!!!
he is charming, totally lovable and just.....i have no idea what it is i like actually.
i am trying me hardest to just be his friend. unfortunatly it isn't working out. i see him all the time at work so he is not easy to forget. the fact that he keeps on being so nice isn't helping.
everyone keeps telling me that i just need to forget about him. keep away from him. i know all the really good reasons to do so. i know im only hurting myself. if only it were that simple.
2006-04-17 @ 10:14